The following are various collections of different writings I have compiled throughout the years.  None of them are new, unless you've never read them to begin with.  The most recent was 2002 or 2003.  This section of the website is not necessarily directly related to my spiritual views and beliefs, but rather a reflection on some of the darker periods in my life during times at which I had lost all focus on God.  There were great distractions.  More often than not, they were concerning a past relationship.  Sometimes it was the insanity and chaos of life in general.  While some (if not all, depending on how you - the reader - interpret them), may have indirect spiritual correlations and themes as well.  Times when everything was bleak.  Times when it seemed there was no hope.  Times when relationships were good.  Times when they were not so good.  However, some will reflect a great deal of love I felt... oftentimes directed towards a person, and other times directed to God.  Ultimately, this section of the website is where I get most personal.  The point of it all, to non-christians out there, is to display that everyone has problems.  Everyone feels pain.  No one is perfect.  Faith will NEVER get you around problems.  But it will ALWAYS bring you through them.  Keep in mind that while most of the writings below offer no hope, no answers, and no solutions, they are not necessarily meant to.  They are simply a display of life experiences in artform.  If you're looking for answers, hope, and purpose, please go to my Truth section.  Perhaps, as art, they are good.  Perhaps they are not.  However, they are what they are.  Nothing more, nothing less.

Take care, God bless!

~VeiL~
Sweetest Sorrow...
"These tears bleed, this heart cries, this body aches, and this soul dies without you..."